I’ve been feeling really good this week

And I think I found out what the problem is; my mother. If I can avoid her, I feel happy. Though this is hard living under the same roof as her.


I’ve had a really good week this week, next week feels like it’s going to a good one too, so I don’t want to put a downer on it

I’m feeling good today


I’m a UK size 10/12 but that’s not good enough for me. I don’t want to look unhealthy, but I think I’d be so much happier if I was bonier, slimmer and looked more delicate. I just see so many girls that are skinnier than me and they look so much more attractive.

I just can’t seem to do anything about it though. I try to eat less, and can manage to do so for a week, but then I fall off of the wagon. I’m going to the gym after school tomorrow. If I can keep this up and keep my food down, I might reach my goal.

I weigh like 10 stone. 8 would be nice.

Does anyone have any tips?


But I love this:


I love Florence and the Machine and have been listening to them for what seems life forever.

Don’t get me wrong, I really like the album, but was really disappointed how much they altered “My Boy Builds Coffins”. The demo I heard before the album “Lungs”, was incredibly bassey, bluesey, but the version the album hosted was completely different and is the track I like least.

It’s a pity they didn’t include more of their demos, because for me, they’re the songs I fell in love with.

I don’t know; listen and compare and tell me what you think.


  • Listening to Galaxy of the Lost more times than is probably healthy.
  • Walking in on my brother singing and dancing in front of a mirror to Miley Cyrus. He’s 15 and listens to metal.

And she doesn’t know what to suggest. She was really good actually; she listened and I think that’s what I needed.

She suggested I go and see my GP, so I’ll either ring tomorrow before school, or during one of my frees. I might see if she’ll come down with me. I don’t know. I just could do with some support.

I don’t know how to describe how I’m feeling now. Better, not so much sad, but not happy. I’m going to go with emotionless. And cold. Very cold.